Habibi Means Beloved: A Queer Memoir on War, Stuttering, and Belonging by Sbeity, Moudi

A memoir of exile, love, and the search for home

Born into a Muslim family from a small Lebanese village, Moudi Sbeity came of age at the intersection of war, displacement, and difference. Queer, with a stutter, and often on the margins of belonging, Sbeity survived the conflicts that fractured their homeland and family before arriving in Utah as an eighteen-year-old evacuee.

From there, Sbeity transformed anonymity into advocacy as plaintiff in Kitchen v. Herbert, the landmark case that secured marriage equality across the 10th Circuit, and as founder of the celebrated Salt Lake City queer-friendly restaurant Laziz Kitchen. Yet behind these outward triumphs, Sbeity felt an inner call to return to their roots through writing and poetry. Habibi Means Beloved interweaves personal narrative, Sufi mysticism, and Lebanese heritage in a memoir of resilience, disconnection, and reconciliation. Both intimate and universal, it invites readers to reimagine belonging and recognize ourselves--and one another--as already beloved.

Author: Moudi Sbeity
Publisher: University of Utah Press
Published: 10/13/2026
Pages: 296
Binding Type: Paperback
Weight: 0.90lbs
Size: 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.68d
ISBN: 9781647692926

About the Author

Moudi Sbeity is a Lebanese-American poet, author, and contemplative educator. Their first poetry collection, Alhamdulillah Anyway, is set to be published in 2026.